on d way to KK AMK CLINIC and go visiting....
b4 i sleep...tak tau apa angin nak bergambar...but luckily i take...the only preggie gambar i hv....
oh.....that exhausted look on me so not Glam but All worth it....
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News updates....walaupon dah mcm basi gitu...tapi tetap bagiku mcm baru smlm aku teran anak ni kluar....The experience of delivery is so unthinkable. i cant imagine those super mums who went thru hours of labor pain. tis is how the story goes.....
-27 oct 2007- went to KK AMK clinic for final scan and got the greenlight to go visiting by my gynae. met wif RCMS ladies and jln2 mcm nak rak...once reached nirna's place...im oredi exhausted and i stil nid to pick up MIL from MY mum's place and send her back home. When i reached mum's place, my BIL was there to fetch her home...so in my heart was like...SELAMAT.....so we went back to a messy home and i tell myself i will clean tomoro lah...mcm betol je....sape tau nak terberanak....
-28 oct 2007 -0515hrs...i was waken up by consistent pain arnd the tummy area...anD immediately remembered mum's advice...that if the pain is arnd the tummy, it could be it. so i took my hp and time the pain...and YES....it is every 6mins intervals....i sit up on the bed and looked at hubb's face and tell myself dat if i ever live thru this....i will do my best to be the best wife ever and mum too....if not, i hope our memories will be treasured by him forever in his heart. wif much effort i stand up...and there it trickled down...my WATERBAG had burst....i immediately switched on the lights and pat hubby gently and inform him with the most TAK panic voice "Pa, i rasa i dah nak terberanak.....". He opened his eyes...and saw the water trickling down my legs and i can nvr forget his face.....hehehehe.....i grabbed the bag and car keys, and i changed....along the way...i was praying for a smooth delivery and hope all my prayers and deeds will help me go thru tis. We reached KK and i was ushered to the Suite at 0606hrs. THEN, it all started.....the nurse came in and did the procedure which Siti and all other Mums have told me about....to check the dilation...and when she did dat...i felt like SHIT......NO!!!!!and informed me that I have dilated abt 2cm....I was like OKAY.....then....the contractions started to be slightly unbearable...and I asked for the gas...well dats wat i was advised to ask for....first...however the gas was not dat helpful...except dat wen im abt to go high...the midwife will come in and ask all sorts of questions...so....i ask for the next pain relief...which is Pethidine..i tink i might not spell it correctly...but ya...Pethidine. I was expecting it to be a fast reaction relief...but aft i was given the jab...the midwife agonisingly tell me that it will take 20mins for the pethidine to take effect...by then im already shivering with pain and felt like my world around me spinning and i literally ignoring Hubby who is all along by my side trying to calm me down. I was so busy with the pain management dat i forgotten to ask for forgiveness from him as Mum advised me to as we might not know wat will happen rite. I saw the time was 0718hrs and came the dilation procedure again and was informed that im already 8cm. i continue wif the gas and almost fell asleep when the sudden urge to push came and i call for the dear midwife who calmly told me dat if my gynae cant make it on time, she will deliver n im like... YES....PLEASE.....n she checked again n im fully dilated n so i pushed and grunt.....n the rest is history....Bri came out like a blob....n hubby complimented my performance n was proud dat i take it like a pro. the time.....0808hrs....Nur Syahbriyya Binte Sharfik.....
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4:45 PM
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Monday, October 22, 2007
:: Shattered Dreams ::
When I found out, of coz I was devastated. But I am so positive with my future that it does not bother me one bit. I know where i stand and I noe my rights. I am brought up with full devotion and guidance that I believe in Qadaq dan Qadar....
What's done cannot be undone, and Karma do exists, if its time to have the ball rolling back to you, then be prepared to experience it the same way that I have or even worst....
My life will always be the beautiful one, regardless of what happens......Tis is me, myself and my baby....
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10:29 AM
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Friday, October 05, 2007
:: 05 October 2007 - Cant WAIT!!! ::
Geylang serai bermandikan cahaya....
Styloe myloe..
Yesterday, I went to KK again since i am down with infection and the worst back ache that i have ever experienced since my beautiful pregnancy. I am nearing that final stage and cant wait to see Nur Sharbriyah in her most beautiful form ever in God's grace.
Actuali I have not bought much stuff for the arrival as I want to ask hubby to do the last minute shopping with MUM!! hehehehe...manja aku nie... except that i have got the crib and a few clothes my beloved cousins have presented to me.
Not only i cant wait for the bb arrival...HARI RAYA IS SO NEAR!!!best lah.....with my new house...i cant wait to pasang langsir, cadar, table runner and of coz, my humble dining table.....to serve all the Hari Raya goodies! Lately, hubby has taken the initiative to shop for groceries and even went to Ikea by himself to get some stuff for the house. So proud to see him initiating such things, as I have my limitations now.
K, all...selamat menyambut belen Ramadhan....Wassallam...
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8:22 PM
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Monday, September 24, 2007
:: The day I am Proud to be ME! ::
Saturday, 22sep i went for my routine scanning and I am so ecstatic to find that my BB, has turned to the right position and is just waiting for the big moment to come!! Oh my.....thruout my pregnancy, the visual that I have seen thru the scans have been amazing and on Sat, that the best view that a mother to be can have. My BB is playing with her fists and she is as if doing some kind of boxing actions...hahaha...I can feel her smiling in my tummy and cant wait to go thru dat moment where all mothers will rsk their life for this new life to see the world. I am willing to risk and give all that I have for this beautiful baby that Allah have blessed me and Sharfik with. We had our ups and downs in our life, and have never thought that we could be enjoying this peaceful life as husband and wife.
Hari Raya is like 18 days away, and me and hubby are so busy with the house. We bought tis cute dining table and a bargain SGD69.00 from Courts, when the original price is SGD599.00. Then we went to Ikea to buy glasses lah....rug....decorations...flowers....etc....Then at night we still have the energy to go to Geylang Serai and enjoy the lights and the food....and ourselves of course. We walked hand in hand, joking endlessly about all the ppl there. Gosh....i love those moments and hope it will last forever....and next year there will be a new addition with BB Nur Sharbriyyah on tow to enjoy what her Mama and Papa have been doing!!!
To all, I love you guys, no matter what has happen and wish all of you the very best.. I hope you guys will pray for me and my family and may Allah bless us all with this grace until eternity....Wassallam....
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6:45 PM
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Monday, July 16, 2007
:: 16.07.07 - Slacking in Office ::
Ok ok...I noe I hav not bloody update my blog for quite some time...but i got my reasons, k.The PC at mum's place finally gave up on us...and crashed...and I have tons of work as our side is reali down with staff. I am not well myself. But I am happy that I can still cope..
Not much to update and Hubby himself are so caught up with work too...i guess it is a very busy period for everyone. got nothing else to say coz i am too tired to type... Ciao!
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Saturday, June 23, 2007
:: THE GRAND SCAN -22.06.07 ::
The official SHE...looking upwards...
me went to Mama Rini's place and found this little bundle of joy(BB RYAN)...hehehe..future candidate untuk menantu kot...tapi reali..cute ah anak nie...reali eye candy...tak jelak tengok..sori gambar tak clear..
A hectic day...not only I woke up bright and early, I actuali had a full breakfast. The journey to the hospital was so long and the wait...from 1030hrs to 1415hrs to ensure all are well was already too tiring. I found that all are normal and I am ecstatic to find that I am expecting my first baby, a GIRL! I called Hubby whom was working very hard and he too was dumbfounded. He already expects a boy but yet it is a gerl alrite! My little princess to be...Alhamdullilah!Praise to Allah! I am so fortunate! I noe I am, and will never forget HIM whom has always been giving me blesssings....Nothing in this whole wide world will I ever exchange for this one moment in time..Never..
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5:55 PM
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on d way to KK AMK CLINIC and go visiting....
b4 i sleep...tak tau apa angin nak bergambar...but luckily i take...the only preggie gambar i hv....
oh.....that exhausted look on me so not Glam but All worth it....
Hello!
DO NOT DISTURB
Geylang serai bermandikan cahaya....
Styloe myloe..
The official SHE...looking upwards...
me went to Mama Rini's place and found this little bundle of joy(BB RYAN)...hehehe..future candidate untuk menantu kot...tapi reali..cute ah anak nie...reali eye candy...tak jelak tengok..sori gambar tak clear..
