News updates....walaupon dah mcm basi gitu...tapi tetap bagiku mcm baru smlm aku teran anak ni kluar....The experience of delivery is so unthinkable. i cant imagine those super mums who went thru hours of labor pain. tis is how the story goes.....

-27 oct 2007- went to KK AMK clinic for final scan and got the greenlight to go visiting by my gynae. met wif RCMS ladies and jln2 mcm nak rak...once reached nirna's place...im oredi exhausted and i stil nid to pick up MIL from MY mum's place and send her back home. When i reached mum's place, my BIL was there to fetch her home...so in my heart was like...SELAMAT.....so we went back to a messy home and i tell myself i will clean tomoro lah...mcm betol je....sape tau nak terberanak....

-28 oct 2007 -0515hrs...i was waken up by consistent pain arnd the tummy area...anD immediately remembered mum's advice...that if the pain is arnd the tummy, it could be it. so i took my hp and time the pain...and YES....it is every 6mins intervals....i sit up on the bed and looked at hubb's face and tell myself dat if i ever live thru this....i will do my best to be the best wife ever and mum too....if not, i hope our memories will be treasured by him forever in his heart. wif much effort i stand up...and there it trickled down...my WATERBAG had burst....i immediately switched on the lights and pat hubby gently and inform him with the most TAK panic voice "Pa, i rasa i dah nak terberanak.....". He opened his eyes...and saw the water trickling down my legs and i can nvr forget his face.....hehehehe.....i grabbed the bag and car keys, and i changed....along the way...i was praying for a smooth delivery and hope all my prayers and deeds will help me go thru tis. We reached KK and i was ushered to the Suite at 0606hrs. THEN, it all started.....the nurse came in and did the procedure which Siti and all other Mums have told me about....to check the dilation...and when she did dat...i felt like SHIT......NO!!!!!and informed me that I have dilated abt 2cm....I was like OKAY.....then....the contractions started to be slightly unbearable...and I asked for the gas...well dats wat i was advised to ask for....first...however the gas was not dat helpful...except dat wen im abt to go high...the midwife will come in and ask all sorts of questions...so....i ask for the next pain relief...which is Pethidine..i tink i might not spell it correctly...but ya...Pethidine. I was expecting it to be a fast reaction relief...but aft i was given the jab...the midwife agonisingly tell me that it will take 20mins for the pethidine to take effect...by then im already shivering with pain and felt like my world around me spinning and i literally ignoring Hubby who is all along by my side trying to calm me down. I was so busy with the pain management dat i forgotten to ask for forgiveness from him as Mum advised me to as we might not know wat will happen rite. I saw the time was 0718hrs and came the dilation procedure again and was informed that im already 8cm. i continue wif the gas and almost fell asleep when the sudden urge to push came and i call for the dear midwife who calmly told me dat if my gynae cant make it on time, she will deliver n im like... YES....PLEASE.....n she checked again n im fully dilated n so i pushed and grunt.....n the rest is history....Bri came out like a blob....n hubby complimented my performance n was proud dat i take it like a pro. the time.....0808hrs....Nur Syahbriyya Binte Sharfik.....