The Special U in all of ME...

See My Friendster Blog- Mama Ida

2007-12-15T15:19:00.000+08:00

I may not use much of this blog any time now since I will be updating my friendster. So c u at http://shar05nur.blogs.friendster.com/precious_thots/

Birth DAY - 28 October 2007

2007-11-26T16:45:00.000+08:00

on d way to KK AMK CLINIC and go visiting....
b4 i sleep...tak tau apa angin nak bergambar...but luckily i take...the only preggie gambar i hv....
oh.....that exhausted look on me so not Glam but All worth it....
Hello!
DO NOT DISTURB

News updates....walaupon dah mcm basi gitu...tapi tetap bagiku mcm baru smlm aku teran anak ni kluar....The experience of delivery is so unthinkable. i cant imagine those super mums who went thru hours of labor pain. tis is how the story goes.....

-27 oct 2007- went to KK AMK clinic for final scan and got the greenlight to go visiting by my gynae. met wif RCMS ladies and jln2 mcm nak rak...once reached nirna's place...im oredi exhausted and i stil nid to pick up MIL from MY mum's place and send her back home. When i reached mum's place, my BIL was there to fetch her home...so in my heart was like...SELAMAT.....so we went back to a messy home and i tell myself i will clean tomoro lah...mcm betol je....sape tau nak terberanak....

-28 oct 2007 -0515hrs...i was waken up by consistent pain arnd the tummy area...anD immediately remembered mum's advice...that if the pain is arnd the tummy, it could be it. so i took my hp and time the pain...and YES....it is every 6mins intervals....i sit up on the bed and looked at hubb's face and tell myself dat if i ever live thru this....i will do my best to be the best wife ever and mum too....if not, i hope our memories will be treasured by him forever in his heart. wif much effort i stand up...and there it trickled down...my WATERBAG had burst....i immediately switched on the lights and pat hubby gently and inform him with the most TAK panic voice "Pa, i rasa i dah nak terberanak.....". He opened his eyes...and saw the water trickling down my legs and i can nvr forget his face.....hehehehe.....i grabbed the bag and car keys, and i changed....along the way...i was praying for a smooth delivery and hope all my prayers and deeds will help me go thru tis. We reached KK and i was ushered to the Suite at 0606hrs. THEN, it all started.....the nurse came in and did the procedure which Siti and all other Mums have told me about....to check the dilation...and when she did dat...i felt like SHIT......NO!!!!!and informed me that I have dilated abt 2cm....I was like OKAY.....then....the contractions started to be slightly unbearable...and I asked for the gas...well dats wat i was advised to ask for....first...however the gas was not dat helpful...except dat wen im abt to go high...the midwife will come in and ask all sorts of questions...so....i ask for the next pain relief...which is Pethidine..i tink i might not spell it correctly...but ya...Pethidine. I was expecting it to be a fast reaction relief...but aft i was given the jab...the midwife agonisingly tell me that it will take 20mins for the pethidine to take effect...by then im already shivering with pain and felt like my world around me spinning and i literally ignoring Hubby who is all along by my side trying to calm me down. I was so busy with the pain management dat i forgotten to ask for forgiveness from him as Mum advised me to as we might not know wat will happen rite. I saw the time was 0718hrs and came the dilation procedure again and was informed that im already 8cm. i continue wif the gas and almost fell asleep when the sudden urge to push came and i call for the dear midwife who calmly told me dat if my gynae cant make it on time, she will deliver n im like... YES....PLEASE.....n she checked again n im fully dilated n so i pushed and grunt.....n the rest is history....Bri came out like a blob....n hubby complimented my performance n was proud dat i take it like a pro. the time.....0808hrs....Nur Syahbriyya Binte Sharfik.....

Shattered Dreams

2007-10-22T10:29:00.000+08:00

When I found out, of coz I was devastated. But I am so positive with my future that it does not bother me one bit. I know where i stand and I noe my rights. I am brought up with full devotion and guidance that I believe in Qadaq dan Qadar....

What's done cannot be undone, and Karma do exists, if its time to have the ball rolling back to you, then be prepared to experience it the same way that I have or even worst....

My life will always be the beautiful one, regardless of what happens......Tis is me, myself and my baby....

05 October 2007 - Cant WAIT!!!

2007-10-05T20:22:00.000+08:00

Geylang serai bermandikan cahaya....
Styloe myloe..

Yesterday, I went to KK again since i am down with infection and the worst back ache that i have ever experienced since my beautiful pregnancy. I am nearing that final stage and cant wait to see Nur Sharbriyah in her most beautiful form ever in God's grace.

Actuali I have not bought much stuff for the arrival as I want to ask hubby to do the last minute shopping with MUM!! hehehehe...manja aku nie... except that i have got the crib and a few clothes my beloved cousins have presented to me.

Not only i cant wait for the bb arrival...HARI RAYA IS SO NEAR!!!best lah.....with my new house...i cant wait to pasang langsir, cadar, table runner and of coz, my humble dining table.....to serve all the Hari Raya goodies! Lately, hubby has taken the initiative to shop for groceries and even went to Ikea by himself to get some stuff for the house. So proud to see him initiating such things, as I have my limitations now.

K, all...selamat menyambut belen Ramadhan....Wassallam...

The day I am Proud to be ME!

2007-09-24T18:45:00.000+08:00

Saturday, 22sep i went for my routine scanning and I am so ecstatic to find that my BB, has turned to the right position and is just waiting for the big moment to come!! Oh my.....thruout my pregnancy, the visual that I have seen thru the scans have been amazing and on Sat, that the best view that a mother to be can have. My BB is playing with her fists and she is as if doing some kind of boxing actions...hahaha...I can feel her smiling in my tummy and cant wait to go thru dat moment where all mothers will rsk their life for this new life to see the world. I am willing to risk and give all that I have for this beautiful baby that Allah have blessed me and Sharfik with. We had our ups and downs in our life, and have never thought that we could be enjoying this peaceful life as husband and wife.

Hari Raya is like 18 days away, and me and hubby are so busy with the house. We bought tis cute dining table and a bargain SGD69.00 from Courts, when the original price is SGD599.00. Then we went to Ikea to buy glasses lah....rug....decorations...flowers....etc....Then at night we still have the energy to go to Geylang Serai and enjoy the lights and the food....and ourselves of course. We walked hand in hand, joking endlessly about all the ppl there. Gosh....i love those moments and hope it will last forever....and next year there will be a new addition with BB Nur Sharbriyyah on tow to enjoy what her Mama and Papa have been doing!!!

To all, I love you guys, no matter what has happen and wish all of you the very best.. I hope you guys will pray for me and my family and may Allah bless us all with this grace until eternity....Wassallam....

16.07.07 - Slacking in Office

2007-07-16T20:20:00.000+08:00

Ok ok...I noe I hav not bloody update my blog for quite some time...but i got my reasons, k.The PC at mum's place finally gave up on us...and crashed...and I have tons of work as our side is reali down with staff. I am not well myself. But I am happy that I can still cope..

Not much to update and Hubby himself are so caught up with work too...i guess it is a very busy period for everyone. got nothing else to say coz i am too tired to type... Ciao!

THE GRAND SCAN -22.06.07

2007-06-23T17:55:00.000+08:00

The official SHE...looking upwards...
me went to Mama Rini's place and found this little bundle of joy(BB RYAN)...hehehe..future candidate untuk menantu kot...tapi reali..cute ah anak nie...reali eye candy...tak jelak tengok..sori gambar tak clear..

A hectic day...not only I woke up bright and early, I actuali had a full breakfast. The journey to the hospital was so long and the wait...from 1030hrs to 1415hrs to ensure all are well was already too tiring. I found that all are normal and I am ecstatic to find that I am expecting my first baby, a GIRL! I called Hubby whom was working very hard and he too was dumbfounded. He already expects a boy but yet it is a gerl alrite! My little princess to be...Alhamdullilah!Praise to Allah! I am so fortunate! I noe I am, and will never forget HIM whom has always been giving me blesssings....Nothing in this whole wide world will I ever exchange for this one moment in time..Never..

SUNDAY - 10.06.07

2007-06-10T13:06:00.000+08:00

My bb on 26.05.07. Tis time scan not so clear as he or she is in a diving position...nxt time then can see clearer.

introduction to my kitchen..with roses to brighten up my days!

My humble bedroom...nice eh?hehehe..tak malu aku nie...puji bilik sendiri.
Wish came true for me to have this LG 42 inch TV, wall mounted on the wall..NICE..
Doorway to heaven...on the right is my bedroom and the left is my wardrobe...
Living room view...from kitchen entrance...

Hey peeps, NOW i noe y dat day i cant upload...coz my pop up was blocked!!!stupid me...well, im now at MUM's place and now as usual...updating my blog. Well, i read Siti aka Rini's blog abt the kacau part and send chills down my spine as last Vesak day, i had the same experience...Well it goes like this...as it was a holiday, i went out the whole day, visit the in laws and end up home like 10plus to find myself too tired to solat and take for granted and went to sleep. WAT A BIG MISTAKE!!i woke up in the middle of the night after the terrifying nightmare of KAKAK CANTIK right at MIL's doorstep staring at me who was in the living room! AARRGGHH!i woke up and cant find the courage to move and had this silly thought of which if i moved she will noticed and attacked me!bodoh sungguh aku nie!!i coaxed myself to sleep again and guess wat?!i had the EXACT nightmare again and this time i woke up and went straight to the light switch. on the lights for the whole house and found that it was already 0515hrs.I woke my hubby and cried and he was stunned and asked wat happen. after hearing the story, he decided to call MUM whom was so shocked. she came and 0830hrs we went to doc as I was having cramps. Alhamdullilah..baby is ok..except i may have eaten sumthing wrong. then MUM accompanied me the whole day at my place and AYAH came like 8 plus to bring dinner. Hubby had to work so he came back like 9plus. I felt much better, and dat night i managed to sleep thru out. AYAH left an Azimat(amulet) with me. Im not sure wat is inside this black cloth but it looked so old and AYAH said its from his great great grandparents. Well, dat is one experience i nevr forget. How can i be so naive to tink that it will not happen to me??not easy being pregnant, kalau lagik bila aku nie besarnye penakut. Cheers to all MAMAs out there!

Happy MAMA!!! - 26.05.07

2007-05-26T21:26:00.000+08:00

Haizz!Im back! Unfortunately I cant download any pics tho I have loads of pics to share, and of coz my visit to doctor today was just as excited as I can be. My baby is in its diving position hence the challenge to see its sex. At one point, my baby was overlapping in a polite fashion as not to show its sex organ...Hehehe...other than that my baby is definitely in the best condition and next month on 22nd will be the detailed scan and hopefully, the sex will be revealed! It is so exciting and no words can ever describe how i feel, only mummies to be like me and Mrs Rif as well as our toughie Mama Rini can feel how it is like. I cant wait for the next visit and I look forward to each scan and everytime its over, I just prayed and hope that the days will pass by very quickly.

I will try to download the pics when I can...till then...Happy blogging!

21 May 2007 - Monday

2007-05-21T13:46:00.000+08:00

OLA!!!Yesternight, me and hubby hop on to MIL's place to pick up the new curtains for HUBB newest Isuzu ride...mak oiieee...so pretty in green and gold...complete dgn renda skali. So luxurious, will download the pics later, coz lum complete lagik. Then we went to Sharil's(BIL) new crib at Tanglin Halt. So when I step into the house, I was like O..M..G....loads of cleaning and washing has to be done. Hubby and I sympathized so much with BIL and wifey...had to urgently find a place. With pregnant wife in tow...he must be on a roller coaster emotional ride. His wife will due in August, and my MIL's place is too cramp for them to reside, hence the urgency. But at least he wants to find a place.....But I believe after his major cleaning and painting session, it will definitely be a very cosy place for this little family. Speaking of cleaning, before we went out, we actually did spring cleaning right after watching the re-run of Anugerah. LOL...kudos to all these ppl who mastered a lot of guts to be in the show. Me and hubby was like...gosh, the contestants really have one thing in common...they all look like either Budak Smelly or Budak Watch...really....dgn baju color hitam and putih..dah ready nak clash...HAHAHAHA! After cleaning, we showered and went to my MAM's place to MAMAM of coz...We ate Nasi Jagung and rendang together with Sambal goreng pengantin...left from Saturday night wedding dinner at Potong Pasir Community Club.

So thats wat we were up to last weekend! Next weekend, will be more exciting as we hop on to see baby in me! C ya then!

Dreadful DAY - 15 May 2007

2007-05-15T19:56:00.000+08:00

**me in my 14 weeks**

Hey....what is wrong with me lately???I keep having this diarrhoea spells every week. Sumtimes I can control, sumtimes I cant. Oh and with low blood pressure in tow, its getting harder to cope with pregnancy. On another thought, it is nice to go through sumthing that only mothers go thru, and I think it is blessing in disguise.Me on MC to day, and lepaking at MUM's place, eating fish soup all day...wah shiok!!I can never be independent siak...harap kan Mak je...

Lately, not only I have been having all this 'pleasures' of pregnancy, I am beginning to be a hater...kwangkwangkwang...dunno why but unfortunately, I cant stand this particular person whom I have not really favoured so much since last time, but now it is getting worse liao...reali worse...i ignore her totally and she is becoming like Queen of the WORLD! Mrs Rif and Nir, you guys will definitely noe who the hell im talking about! But she is really getting on my nerves, and for once, i didnt felt bad tat i was on MC today and managed to get away from her for once. But there is still tomorrow!!!oh shucks!!! but wateva it is, i will still be myself..doing my work at my own pace and just ignore the fact she is there.hehehehehehe...jahatnye aku nie...

Ok lah geng! i c u guys again in the next blog, maybe after 26may(appmt) so i can show my bb pics in me!Wassallam!

Special Day Today

2007-05-04T18:33:00.000+08:00

Shot no. 1
Shot no. 2

Shot no. 3

Today, I went to KKH with an open mind and heart and prayed that all is well. Stepped into the clinic and went for the scan, and was so fortunate to be blessed with a healthy developing 13 weeks baby in me. The scan went well and I did a blood test too. My next appointment will be on 26 May 2007, and my EDD is 5th November 2007. Now I am at mum's place, finalising the event for tomorrow and everyone is so excited.

Hubby is still at work and will only be back late, leaving me to plan the whole event....sob..sob..sob... but anyway, ma kuzzins and friends, family will be there to share with me this joyous occasion and I suddenly felt this feeling of contentment, and if I am given the chance to turn back and change, I will just change the weather....instead of my life...Hahahahaha! Having friends who will stay with you till the end of time, is one of the rare experience that you will encounter if you are lucky, and am I lucky anot...havin 02 of my best of the best friends to go through thick and thin(Ati and Mas), and still together till now. We have our own circle of friends now, however each of us noe that this current circle will not be with us to go through what we have went thru together. Thats a fact! Hehehehe!

Well, time to solat maghrib and will upload pcis of the event soon! Take care and luv endlessly, like live like there is no tomorrow, and live today like you will die tomorrow! Wassallam!

03 May 1982 - Happy Birthday, Nurhida!

2007-05-03T16:04:00.000+08:00

I am at my mum's place down with the most ferocious flu that I have ever ever ever experienced. Attacked from the night of Labour Day, and till today I am still as lembik as a jellyfish....But its my bday!Everybody, from best frens, kuzzins and sisters in law messaged all the best wishes and I thank God for the joy that He had created. I woke up to kiss Hubby to work at 5.30 am before falling back to sleep only to wake up at 8.30 and gotten ready to work. As I am still on MC and look like a corpse, I still decided to go to office to do my rooming list for 13 rooms check in for DBS Bank on Sunday, as I will be on leave till Monday....and I shoot back home afterwards.

My KK appointment tomorrow will probably be one of the most terrifying moment that I will ever had(my last miscarriage was around this period..). 4May will be the end of my 1st trimester, and beginning of my 2nd. After my flu attack, doc put me off antibiotics as she is unsure if it is suitable to be taken during pregnancy. After the appointment tomorrow, I still need to clean up my place to make way for my housewarming party, which I will be expecting around 200 guests, mainly my beloved close knit family members on Sat 5may. My lovely aunties have offered to make kuih and cakes for me. I am so happy to have my new place and it really feels good to be able to be responsible for your own chores. Tho, I do All the cooking, Hubby will do all the sweeping(maklum lah, belum ada vacuum cleaner lagi), mopping and cleaning the windows. Hubby had since left his pest control job and started with Courts delivery, of which had been his dream(lepak eh...orang dream nak jadi doctor ke, penyanyi ke...nie..Courts delivery...) as he truly adores lorries and modifying it.

Alright, I am closing on the blog to have my medication and got to sleep. I will blog again when I dropped by Mum's place, till then wish and pray for me and my baby's health as that will be best gift for my birthday this year! Wassallam...

Good Friday

2007-04-06T14:33:00.000+08:00

It is not easy being pregnant and moving to a new home at the same time. My week's leave did not help alot as I was busy running to and fro to get stuff for the new house and get it cleaned. And the worst thing is to be hit by the hot and burning weather. Hubby cant get leave and left me and Mum with Ayah to do all the work. Today will be the day that I am really leaving the comfort of my home and parents to fend for my own family. I am excited and nervous at the same time and my Mum had not been taking it easy tho. She cried on every thought of me leaving and it really hurts to see her like that. I have been Mum's shoulder to cry on, the ear for all the problems, the eyes for all the pain. No other Mum can replace her, and no other Me to replace a daughter.

Well, if you got to go, you got to go.... Mum noes best, she promised to visit me and I have promised to visit her too. As we are still staying near, I will definitely come by ever so often, as I am still a virgin in cooking..hehehe(amek lauk kat rumah mak lah nampaknye...)..k, friends..will invite you all to my house warming cum birthday party on 05 May 2007.

C Ya!

Long time no blog neh....

2007-02-25T14:10:00.000+08:00

camry interior yang sungguh menawan....

ah....nie album cover ke berape nie....hehehehe...
daddy's new ride....toyota camry...
dalam kereta mesti nak bergambar....hai...tak paham lah...

Enjoying the breeze at Harbourfront....nice~~~~~~
Hubby and who else...but MEEEEE...
Budak kecik niee....nak step cute je..

Hi, its me! Yeah, dah lama tak blog eh? dulu baru2, rajin. dah macam daily ritual gituu. but anyway got loads of pics nak upload, takot blog nie tak leh take it lak. on another note, my last blog asyik bebual pasal RAIN je, eh. ni kali kita bebual pasal rumah ku syurga ku. YES, 1st mar is D DAY. aku nak be there, and tengok contractor pecah tembok, starting ceremony katakan.hahaha.. well, i had my appraisal done a few weeks back, and what can I do, other than a big pat on the back for me, for the massive improvements in my work. very happy as now i noe where i stand in the team, and noe that all this is not the end. COOL...

dat day, me and hubb went to survey TV for our new home and finally settle down for a massive 42inch LG LCD screen, cant wait to mount to the wall and enjoy quality time in front of it. we already have our JBL home theatre which will go very nicely with our TV. since bilik depan master bedroom will be connected, we has decided to check the open concept wardrobe in metallic silver and pure white. cantik sey, but i still need to get the opinion of my contractor if it is suitable for my house.

ok lah, nak tido jap, since hubby not at home, gi main bola....so see yah...KONBAWA!

Chapter 27.01.07

2007-01-27T00:59:00.000+08:00

Pics from Rain's personal cam...COOOOL!!

I cant sleep...dunno why, im working tomoro..ooppss not tomoro, this coming morning, about 8 more hours, and here I am stuck in front of my PC...Not feeling well, suara dah macam Minah Rock. Anyway, I am thinking of going KL again to catch Rain in April. Lin said he will be performing there again, but dont noe what date. She had been abit sad that she was not be able to come along with me to his Singapore World Tour concert, as I can see from her blog. But anyway, Lin, when there is a will, there is a way. Willl try to get more details on April Showcase. Well, I will try to sleep liao, otherwise besok, stoned lah aku nie.....GOOD NIGHTS....

The Day I Met RAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-01-23T20:44:00.000+08:00

Thank you to the b****** behind me for this great pics of him shaking our hands.....
He is this near to me....waving and saying thank you to us, his BABIES......after his brief handshake....

He flew in with Korean Air, with his picture soaring in the sky on the plane. . . .
An effortless picture with his poster....selenge nye aku nie.... The view from our seats. I dunno y the pic look far, but in real, it i s quite visible. He is after all larger than life...

Hi folks, i finally managed to download all the relevant pics from my humble hp. and above are the pics from his FANTASTIC concert which had worth every single cent, for those who paid for his tickets, and am i lucky or what for that free tickets(thank u, ika)?! I and my beloved sis, Ninin came so close to him, till we managed to see him in person, nice hot BOD and his flawless skin says all about him, YES, i managed to stretch my petite hand, and he instictively shake without hesitation, YES!!! Thank U!! Tho, it last less than 3 secs, i was dumfounded for awhile, but VERRRY grateful. As u can see from the pics, which is obviously blurred, as other b****** behind me, had to push and scream in my ears! ARGHHHHH! But anyway, he earned my respect for being the most humble star ever, with his undeniably achievements. He will always be MY IDOL, regardless of negative remarks, e.g. his English sucks(which he had improve alot ever since studying English in US), his eyes are small(which is the MAIN asset that made him BIG today), his songs are tasteless(get his 4th album, then judge), because only idiots will not be able to appreciate an artist like him, FYI, he is TIME Magazine One OF The Most Influential People in the World alongside with Bill Gates and Oprah Winfrey, he is the FIRST Asian Artist to perform solo for two sold out nights in Madison Square Garden, NY.He is the FIRST Korean Artiste to perform such a large scale concert for his WORLD TOUR. As TIME Magazine tells it all, 'Rain, after all, falls on everyone.' Thank You Rain, for acknowledging us, ur fans as your BABIES.....Hehehehe :)

Chapter 20.01.07

2007-01-20T18:15:00.000+08:00

OLA! Im feeling the most luckiest person in the world, got $200 voucher!then got TWO pairs of RAIN'S COMING Tour Tickets FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!Tell me, am i lucky or what!?!?!?Im going with my dearest sis, and this will definitely be one of the best time in my life that i will always remember eternally. See YA! RAIN! I AM COMING TO U!!

I am back - 2007

2007-01-10T13:28:00.000+08:00

Hello, everyone! my goodness, I have loads fo stuff to talk about, but unfortunately aku punye PC pat rumah ada VIRUS nak attempt masok siak.aku nak beli antivirus lum beli lagi nie. so here i am pat ofis, cukai time masok blog, just to say hi kepada my beloved freinds, to inform them that I AM STILL ALIVE AND WELL>.. oh BTW RAIN IS FINALLY COMING WOO HOO>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>These few weeks, I have been watching MTV, juz to have a look at him, before and after I wake up. Maybe very childish of me, but hey, its been years that I have not been smitten by a superstar and I felt that with his achievements in the industry, he deseerves all the attention. Too bad, I cant afford the tix and i jusz tried my luck by sending in lucky draws to win his tix. hehehehe.....so happy to have him in Singapore.

A recap of event of the last year, tak banyak. other than Rain's concert that I am excited about, I am finally renovating my home, my dream home. My renovation contractor, Darwin Interior is so efficient. I have been to two places, cant mention names, but very popular lah...service macam siak. stuck up nak mampos. harap nama besar, tapi very the mengira. Insyaallah, by mid april, i will be moving to my new place. so dats it, i will be back again. till then...wassallam...

1st Wedding Anniversary - 10.12.06

2006-12-12T23:12:00.000+08:00

10.12.06, at EATZI Steakhouse and Bistro at Yishun Safra Club....
Hungry Hubby cant wait to eat...but take picture first lah...
SEDAP NYEEEEEEEEE!!!!Mine is Chef's Special Steak, Hubby's is MiXed Grill steak....Yummy!
Our everlasting love - Passion Fruit Colada and Strawberry Smoothie :p Created exclusively by my little Princess -Ninin for me on my 1st Wedding anniversary..

I celebrated my 1st ever wedding anniversary, with full of hope and love for my beloved husband. We spent the day with full recap of what had happen exactly a year ago on this fateful day. He still can remember how it was like on the solemnization day, and we laughed when we thought about it. To me Love is everything, walau macam mana marah pun, Love conquers everything, I cant seem to get angry with him for more than 01 hour. its stupid, but I guess that is what its all about. Im not used to admittng such mushy things, and marriage does taught me alot of things...and I have graduated to another level of this learning chapter. I am proud of who I am to be this very day, and can never been happier. Surrounded by the people who love me for who I am, and I am simply at the peak of my life right now. To Hubby, you have taught me the foundation of love you have built was never based on what I have but who I am........Thank you for appreciating every single thing that I have done, and thank you for always telling me what is right and wrong, when I was confused, or simply lost. Love you eternally.....

Long Time No Blog

2006-12-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

Inilah beg Coach hampton yang aku idam-idamkan.....The best feature about tis beg is definitely the reversible part...jengjengjeng.....
nIcE kAN?! iT Is Definitely a good buy, very nice...Next will definitely the Coach Optic...Kuzzin Eza, look out for me ya!

Chapter 21.11.06 - My Idol coming in January!

2006-11-21T20:43:00.000+08:00

Hi! Miz me?! Juz want to update my my blog on the past days...including my stay at RCMS.....Me and the ladies has in house training and had a stay at the club rooms. My partner is Seri, and for us, we spent time Mrs Rif's room as she is in need of company with the others. We had nice Thai food at Siam Kitchen(Suntec) and proceeded back to hotel to enjoy the spa party that we had planned. Aft dat, we joked and laughed the hell out each self, when Mrs Rif told us and acted out her 'joke', an embarassing one tho! memang tak sesuai nak bilang kat blog, confirm jadi Story of the year. Lepas lepak2, kita tengok lah VCD ganyut, terbahak2 si Seri ketawa. Crite tu memang kelakar. Those who dont find it funny, memang tak guna...tak support local talent langsung. Cakap pasal talent, aku nye fav hearthrob nak datang Singapore!!!RAIN!!! Yes!!All the way from Korea, tix starts at S$188.00 and the most ex is S$488.00....21.01.07...pak kal dah kawin..kalau tak memang aku pegi. Bukan ape, hubby tak favorit dengan dia nie(jealous kot?) Confirm hubby taknak pegi and tak galak kan aku beli tiket. lebih baik aku beli beg Coach ke Gucci.

Oklah ciao....Wassallam...

Raya Pics -Ritz

2006-11-12T13:07:00.000+08:00

Kecoh rumah aku, bila Mr Rif datang...mak aku sibuk betol suruh princess aku nie amek gambar..hehehehe..

Mrs RIF!!!!!!!!!!!!mentang - mentanglah aku nye cam bukan DIgI, sampai hatimu...

NICE!

I juz luv tis pic.....our beloved men....

2 manusia kecoh nie....Nir and Mrs Rif...

The Ladies in Da house,: Suzi, Siti, Me...

Chapter 10.11.06

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OLA! Dah lama sangat aku tak cerita panjang dalam blog aku.... first of all I would like to compliment my First raya Visiting with my beloved colleagues....korang memang Rock my world sey...Hubby pon amazed on how they managed to click....Especially Shah(Seri's Man), candi je attitude, walaupon dikelilingi LIVERPOOL fans! Yeah U will never walk alone! Maaf lah, gambar aku lum amek2 lagi kat kedai...tak tau lak outcome dia amcam..iyelah camera aku kan OLD SKOOL....pakai film...next year Insyaallah...aku capai satu digital cam. Other than our outing, i am looking forward to our coming in-house stay at RCMS on 18Nov..WOOHOO!!! Nasib baik, aku tak buang duit untuk book, dapat comp stay dah cukop bagus. Za, kita plan baik2 ah kita nye spa party,mesti happening nye....tak sabar siak!!Lepas tu, hari dapat gaji, it is the gerls nye night out lak.. tapi bukan gi clubbing eh... kita gi VIVO CITY!!!!!!!!!!Gi makan, jalan2, sape nak shopping, ah shopping lah(eh macam sound diri aku sendiri je..hehehe) , then take picture...bitching2, lepas tu alik ah...besok nye kejo bebs..

So basically, dats wat we ladies will be planning to do for the month of Nov..Dec lom plan lagik. tapi for me the month of Dec, tanggal 10 will be so meaningful as my wonderful marriage life menjejak tahun yang PERTAMA.....semoga ALLAH sentiasa memberi keberkatan kepada rumahtangga kami..Insyaallah...Well ladies, hubby dah calling2 tu suruh tido...so Selamat malam, Close your eyes....up, up and away......whoosshhhh...

Gambar Lagik. . . . .

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me and my beloved family....love y'all!!

Gambar Raya

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Chapter 30.10.06

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Camat Hari Raya! Wow! Happy nye Raya tahun ni sebab dapat beraya dengan suami yang tercinta. Spent loads of time at relatives' places and sampai time kiter buat open house, rumah ku yang humble ni pulak penuh dengan orang2 tercinta. To all, yang came to my house untuk beraya, thanks alot. First day Raya, was amazing sampai aku nie sakit perot di buat nye, tapi best dapat makan macam2. Hubby pun lantak ah, sebulan woi puasa, mana tak lantak.

K, lah, lain kali kita blog lagi, nak tido.ah penat nie aru alik jalan raya.Wassallam!

Chapter 23.10.06

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Its almost 1am now. I hv not been updating my blog for quite awhile, maklum lah nak dekat raya, very bz. Ni pon aru abis buat kek marble and kek suji. sori lah tak dapat update lah gambar,camera phone hubby dipinjam orang. well,not much to update, as I have to sleep, later at 6am dah bangun, dan aku lah yang terdiri dari golongan orang yang 'rajin' sebab aku berkerja pada malam Raya, but last but not least, buat teman-teman yang aku sayangi, ku susun sepuluh jari memohon maaf seandainye ada terkasar bahasa dan semoga kalian di samping keluarga dan orang yang tersayang di hari yang mulia ini, SELAMAT HARI RAYA.....Wassallam....

Chapter 17.10.06

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Hari ni is my late dad nye bday! Kalau dia maseh ada, he'll be 59yrs old. Semoga Allah sentiasa mencucuri rahmat ke atas roh nya. AMIN. Happy birthday abah!

Oklah, sebenarnye aku nie updat blog nie kat ofis. Mata sakit lak tengok si Fiza yang duduk kat depan tengah update blog dia. Bestnye nak dekat raye nie. tapi, barang raya aku lum beli2 lagi. Semalam, aku gi berbuka dengan Mum, Ninin and Huby kat Sakura, Capitol. Seronok, beb. Niat di hati lepas tu nak gi Geylang, tapi, mak aku nie yang lama tak turun town, beriya-iya nak gi Robinsons CT Hall. So berjalan lah kat situ. Ada Bobbi Brown nye roadshow lah kat Raffles City. Aku teringin nak beli foundation dia tapi, memandang kan aku ni aru beli MAC, terpaksa lah pejam kan mata dan niat tulus ku. Lepas tu, Mak and Ninin balik, aku ngan Hubby rode off to Bugis lak, to survey kasot raya, tapi kasor yang aku nak tu dah takde size!!!!!Pakai selipar Jepun lah aku Raya nie...Tapi Hubby dah bilang dengan aku yang, dia nak belikan aku kasot CK yang aku first survey dulu. So ape nak buat, saup aje lah. Hehehe....

Selamat Bertugas, geng!

Pics - JB Trip - 08.10.06

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Just the three of us .. . .. .. .. . ..

Fooling around while waiting for Hubby and Ayah finish solat at Masjid Sultan Abu Bakar
Masjid Sultan Abu Bakar.....

Ready to go!!! Hubby and Ninin cant wait to go shopping.....actuali im more excited than them..hehehehe

A Night out with family on Sat - 07.10.06

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Ninin dah ngantok..malas nak layan lu olang.....
Yummy Nasi goreng for Lil Bro....

On Sat, we went to The Prata House at Sin Ming and enjoyed well prepared pratas and Lil Bro enjoyed his Nasi Goreng....Nice...i had the 3 pcs of prata kosong and i almost ordered a fourth one when i heard a voice in my head..."ida, macamane kau nak lose 2inches?!''hahahaha....stopped and finished my Milo dino before heading home to bed.

Chapter 07.10.06

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Im at home today. Right after subuh and sending Hubby off to work, I slept thru the morning and woke up at 11am. makao, bayar niat terus. Well, after dat, kemas lah bilik, yang kecik nonet.

Then I went to the bank to keep duit blanje untuk Raya yang Hubby gave yesterday. bukan takot hilang, tapi takut terpakai. aku nie bukan boleh...lagi tengah spirit nak shopping..hehehe...

Tomorrow, we will be going JB. YES! Nirna, finally aku boleh gi shopping Raya kat sana....Bertolak tengahari then alik sebelum berbuka lah.. nanti i update my blog on what i bought. These few days, we keep on going through renovation magazines. tak sabar nak renovate rumah by this end of the year. then after 5 years, boleh amek kereta lak. ni semua nak kena planning.kalau tak mampos aku....takut tak dapat bayar. jangan main2 kawan2, paper dah keluar, a number of Singaporeans aged 20s to 30s have gone bankrupt, due to unsettled loans mostly from banks.

Ok geng, lagi 15 mins, Hubby tersayang will reach home, so got to go. Selamat berbuka! Assalamuaalaikum>......

Pics

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hehehe...my favorite pic from my wedding album
This is my humble choco chips cookies...sedappp Inilah gambar aku yang tak seberapa...candid dan tak bermake up...oh tidakkk!!!
This is my kuzzin Siti's daughter, Nurul. She is so cute, when she followed us to Toni & Guy, she was immediately 'attacked' by the organizer to be part of the show..hehehe...popular betol budak nie...

Pics Enjoy

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Ni lah kawan kiter, nama dia Ifa...cantik kan...asal lah aku nye senyuman sungguh weak, sakit agak nye....

Chapter 05.10.06

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Just finish my terawih and im feeling like heaven....sebelum masok tido...update lah blog nye dulu. hari ni, I went to Toni and Guy academy and finalise on the show stuff. Macam nak terkeluar anak tekak, bila AM aku announce ada compulsory training on the same date of the show. Mepek ah...aru nak try jadi model tak laku tapi ape nak buat, kalau kena pegi training. tak mau aku kena buang kerja kannnn.... but anyway, hari ni aku happy sangat, sebab dah lama tak dapat terawih dgn family, hari ni dapat jugak, lagi2 dengan hubby yang sentiasa dapat pujian dari Ayahanda. Very proud of him. Ayahanda memang kagum dengan kesungguhan Hubby untuk berubah, maklum lah ada black record dulu. tapi tu duluuuuu....hehehehe...as for me, walaupun keliatan untuk menunaikan solat tu masih ketara, tapi i still try tau, coz malu lah beta dengan hubby yang tak putus2 solat. Since, ni bulan puasa, kan lebih baik buat amal ibadah lebih2...aieee...dah macam Ustazah lak aku nie....borinng.....well, aieee tak sabar rasa nye untuk sambut Lebaran, tadi kat Bugis, mata ku yang sedia besar nie, makin terbeliak bila terpandang sepasang kasut yang seperti memanggil2 beta yang tengah nak beli kasot Raya. Masyaallah, only $25.90 lah dey.....manyak mulah hor....(amacam leh accent Fiza sesat kat blog aku nie..sori Ritz idol..)bentuk sama sangat dengan kasot CK yang aku nak capai, yang harga nye hampir mencecah $40. Pak kal dah nak masok waktu berbuka, tak sempat nak survey lagi lama. Well, nanti weekend, aku ingat nak turun padang lagi, survey lagik. Oklah, ladies, gue masok tido dulu.... Good Nite...Assalamuaalaikum...

Chapter 02.10.06

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Haizzz..IM VERY TIRED TODAY!!!!!Penat nye!!!!dah buka aje, nak tido. Dah berapa hari tak dapat terawih. Rasa2 macam takleh make it. This Thurs, im going to Toni & Guy academy to sign form. aieee form ape pon i tak tau lah. agaknye terms and conditions, mcm kalau rambut salah potong, rambut kena bleach ke,jatuh kat runway....semua bukan salah dorang ah..biase lah ni sume. terpaksa tukar shift dengan Lin. Kesian dia. Kalau tukar shift, mesti dia kena. Abih nak buat macamane, shift dia yang sesuai. Hehehe...Lin, if u r reading this...1st class to you, gerl. BTW, to all who is reading my blog, and wondering about the runway stuff, macam CIK SITI TIKUS kita...yang beria-ia benar nak tau, im juz doing it for fun, and juz trying it out of curiosity. bukan nak cari glam eh...kalau nak cari glam, pegi lah KAMPONG GLAM!!hahahaha!!!tapi on a serious note, im doing it as my kuzzin Ati's boss is organizing this event and she saw my portfolio(yang dak berlapok) and thot that I should give it a try. so, y not, tapi tulah kena korbankan rambut beb....alahai, sayang betol rambut nie...tapi ape nak buat....tengok macam America's Top Model tu....kena sanggup jadi botak. tapi i taklah sampai ke tahap tu..kesian nanti Hubby...hehehehe....

When i read Nirna nye blog, alamak macam nak pegi je JB to shop...best nye. Sis Eza, nak pegi? Hubby dah leh drive, boleh kita membontot kat belakang...tapi worth it betol ah shop kat sana...menyesal tak ikot my parents when they went the other time..ishhh!

Oklah...itu saja yang hendak hamba sampaikan ke rakyat jelata...semoga rakyat-rakyat sekalian dapat hikmah dari ape yang telah terjadi..hehehe...macam betol ah aku nie...PEGI TIDO LAH!!!
Assalamuaalaikum!

Chapter 30.09.06

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Hi, wah..it is almost two days i have not update. well to start off, me and hubby rent a car on thurs nite based on nafsu yang kemarok nak bawak kereta...(hubby, not me.k). so Hubby fetched me from work wif motorbike and, half way thru dah masok waktu berbuka. ape lagi...stop kat tepi jalan ah...minum air.hehehehe...lepak giler nye. aft amek kereta, kol lah ibunda dan ayahanda mentua yang 'free' sangat, untuk ajak gi geylang. mum in law break rekod sey, siap dalam masa 15mins. kita sampai geylang nak masok kul 8.30..and tak ramai orang. so laid back. i dah survey my beg raya, hehehe...mesti beli nye. aft buying all the food stuff yang berselerak tu...kita pon hantar in laws alik, and that is oredi kul 11pm. ishh...lepas tu kita gi Mustafa ctr...me bought toiletries, tidbits and Elizabeth Arden Gree Tea perfume for merely $38.00 for 100ml.makao, good buy. aft dat, for the first time in marriage life, Hubby ask me where to have a romantic late night supper, and it is oredi 1am.haizzz...tersenyum aku dibuatnye. but kita end up at home, coz dah kepenatan. terpaksa decline the special offer.sampai umah, hubby masih larat nak proceed dgn terawih, and me off to DREAMLAND.

Morning of Fri 0800hrs, me and hubby sent Ninin to school and ayah to work and sped off home to sleep again. Noon, we went to Tanjong Katong Complex with mum, to buy toilet seat. yah, toilet seat, sebab maid bedol aku nie lah...memang kuat jahanamkan harta..aiyoh...cant stand her lah...have to send her home next year once contract ends. then we fetch ninin home from school and off to northpoint again to shop.

As ayah has to work OT, we berbuka at home with mum, ninin, iwan, and bibik. We eat Mee hoon sup, by Mum, and i nearly fainted with kekenyangan. macamane nak lose two inches?!?risau aku dibuatnye. Aft dat, off to Ikea and bought pinggan mangkuk, vases, cutlery, cups and tempat kueh. my Mum reali all out as she dont usually shop. then we fetch ayah from work and sent the happy family home. and we set out to sent the car back, then aft dat we go back lah....boring betol eh...tapi ape nak buat harta orang mesti dipulangkan balik.

Today, Hubby working and im left stranded at home..with a running nose, which does not stop running...eeee bingit nye...ok, will sambung again. and FYI, im working tomoro....SUNDAY....finally, aku nie dalam golongan orang gile yang berkerja on Sunday....Assalamualaikum......

Pics of me and hubby

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I love my hubby very much!jwang banget sih...aduh....Never felt happier..Thank you, sayang!

Chapter 27.09.06

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Today, i break fast at work but it was not even a proper one.Our october roster is out and to my dissapointment, i have to work on eve of hari raya and 2nd day as well. eee boring nye....and to add to that, i have to take unpaid leave pulak for my third day of raya. kentot tol...tulah...holiday gi sana sini...pakai leave, cukop time dah takde leave untuk raya.kwangkwangkwang!padan muka aku. neway, aku nie sebenarnye tak sihat. smlm mc, not tak sihat physically, but emotionally. doc was not sure what is wrong wif me and she told me to wait for a week more, while waiting she ask me to go for scan, juz in case. hard to explain my condition, but dont wori, when u all come to my blog, we will talk about happy stuff, ok?

Happy stuff - tak sabar nak tunggu my debut on the runway. never thot such opportunity will come, and after i got married. bila tgh anak dara, perot tgh kempis, takde lak orang offer runway. portfolio tak abis2.tapi takpe, kuatkan semangat. tempat nye lum tau, kuzzin eza, i promise will get u tickets to go in, either at zouk or dbl O. well, nothin to talk about anymore, mata pon dah terkontel2 nak tutup. jumpe lagi....adios...Assalamuaalaikum...

Relaxing Time

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My beloved sister, Nooraini, better known as Ninin. This is us..being us....actually being childish lah....
This is Kak Fiza's Baby. Went to her place last two days. very cute baby gerl.

24.09.06 - Night

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Hello! here I am, just break my fast with my beloved family at home. as i was bored like crazy at home, so i made some cupcakes to eat for the night. most likely we will go to geylang after terawih.here is the pic of my humble cupcakes.

Hehehehe....pakai tutup periuk lah, takde dulang...hehehehe..

Chapter 24.09.06 - Ramadhan -1427H

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today is the first day of Ramadhan and I am already feeling it. but ok, im thinking of new cookies to bake, but that will take sometime to take place..hehehe.. yerternight was freaky. my step sis in law(kak Yan) was doing her terawih session and suddenly her feet went cold. she cant stand up nor move. i was scared siak. her face turned pale. my step bro(abg Yas), before that coughed out blood and we thot that may be he smokes alot.but after probing, Mum says 'something' visits them every first of Ramadhan, and this is not the first time. Mum and Ayah prayed for their well being and hope this 'thing' will go away. Insyallaah. We sent them home near midnight, and passed thru Yishun Dam. and of coz all the 'motor siaos' are there displaying their undeniably passion for cars. but what caught my eyes, are those modified vans. Yup, Vans! so stylo and i was telling hubby that i might be interested to get a van instead of a car in the near future. and furthermore Mum is doing her Catering biz, and will need bigger transportation. I am amazed at those people who really splurged on modifications. Really got alot of money. Here i am, have to save to go shopping and there they are splurging like nobody business..HOW UNFAIR!!!

We reach home near 3am and i missed my sahur. but im ok. still going strong. Hubby work, so again bored like one gundu. My parents set of to JB again to do some more shopping and left me and li' bro watching MTV. Nak kluar but malas. So my sunday....will be spent...like...every..other..sunday...lazing around....ini akibat nye kalau ada maid nak buat everything for u...nanti dah duduk umah sendiri...aru kau tau nasib kau nak....Assalamuaalaikum...

my siao colleagues...hehehehe

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these pics are taken quite sometime. had the best group of people to work with and have established a bond that will always be remembered.luv u all!

PICS enjoy!

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Chapter 24.09.06

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Haizzz!I am now at home. came back from Toni & Guy selection and Alhamdullilah, im selected..hehehe. But shucks! i have to lose 2inches of my waistline, so insulting siak..but my kuzzin, Siti went thru smoothly and i dont deny she is god damn gorgeous. She is very pretty and that is why i told her she should come along.she was very reluctant tho, but i told her this is juz for fun and hell yeah, it was fun. we talked and talked for some many hours as we have been bz lately. Yati(my kuzzin cum fren cum mak andam) was so happy to see me. She noes y im at the selection today, coz of her. if she was not the one who told me to go, i wont. i was there coz i support her. every now and then,whenever she needs me, to be her model for makeup, i always follow. i trust her lah..her make up is always up to date and she always listen to opinions and learnt from it. well, Hubby is watching football..boring nye...my parents went JB to celebrate their wedding anniversary and here i am stuck doing nothing. Ok dokies....Assalamuaalaikum...

Chapter 23.09.06

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Good morning! juz woke up and straight to blogging...boring lah, dunno wat to do, hubby 'cho kang'(working)...waiting for Kuzzin Siti to come to my place, and will go to Toni & Guy selection together. BTW, my tummy aches like hell again. i don't undersatnd y, i m still having this pain. tomoro oredi start fasting, i hope I can go thru it smoothly...insyaallah...

Oh, Siti juz called and she is not coming to my place, to meet at MRT only. So, i have to get ready like in 30mins,,,SCHUCKSSSSS!!!!!!ok, will continue again! Assalamuaalaikum....

My mum and family and Krisya's bdae

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Chapter 22.09.06

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Today was not a good day...but i manage to go thru it...alhamdullilah..work suddenly piled up and i almost thought i will faint siak. anyway, very upset today with somebody. sometimes i thot we can trust each other but i was totally wrong. this person in particular, is immature. that is wat i can say about her. she has not gone thru a real friendship tested with patience, trust, betrayal and much much more....she thot it is all nice, rainbows everyday!!whattta f****!but neway, i am not going to trust her anymore. she may just be a working colleague for now...

but apart from that, i and seri,nirna,suzi went to CK(Charles & Keith...not Calvin Klein hor..) to check out Hari raya shoes. hubby agreed to buy for me, so happy. lately hubby so bz, working...even on tis comin sunday. but i appreciate his hard work to bring in the dough. so lucky to be with him. may not be as happy and contented if i have ended up with somebody else.

okay, ladies, tomorrow is my parents wedding anniversary..and would like to wish them Best of luck and BRAVO!!for making it work every single year of their lives...

Good nyte....Assalamuaalaikum....

Our Greenhouse at RCMS dinner

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we went Greenhouse at RCMS recently and we had a blast!! food were great..my frenz are with me and for a moment, i thanked Allah for granting this wonderful life.

Wedding Day

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my wedding pics...ENJOY!!!

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hi..juz finish updating my taggie...at least not complicated like previous one.. tomorrow is FRIDAY!!!!!!!!woohoo... best.

Neway, Sat me going for Toni & Guy selection...dunno get anot...hubby let me go..YES!!!

Puasa...dah nak datang...sayu rasa hati...kali pertama berpuasa dan berhari raya sebagai seorang isteri...mesti best. i nak buat kueh and my signature soft marble cake with chocolate chips! kawan2,kalau nak resepi, jangan segan silu nak tanya...

ok dokie...nanti kalau senang...kita sambung lagi...Assalamuaalaikum...

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My sis in laws...kak hawa and kak yan...love both of you..

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i must thank Siti and Nirna for makiing this blog possible...thanx ladies...geniuses!

Haiizzzz!!!!!!!!!!

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Aku tak paham betol ah...macamane nak upload benda nie....tima kase....Cik Siti....

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Assalamuaalaikum kepada umat-umat Islam di dunia ini.. Kepada teman-teman seangkatan yang takde kerja, selamat datang ke dunia ku yang serba sederhana ini....ENJOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!